Here is my response to this message sent to me privately on YouTube:
Hello Natasha! I am gravely in deep apologies for the delay in getting back to you.
I hope that this message finds you in good spirits. I am much grateful to you for your message to me. You are truly an encouragement to the work God has called me on earth to do. I truly sympathize and understand your situation if God hasn't already worked you through it.
I know it has been 6 months since you wrote this and I'm not sure as things has progressed positively for you. I pray it has. If not, hear me out on a bit of things has prescribed to me to gift to you.
God has given us all gifts and has called us out of our worst sorrows and unconscious sinful nature to be his ambassadors of his love, mercy, and grace.
It is because of the love and sacrifice of Jesus Christ that we are saved and forgiven and able to live free from the bondage of our own minds. We must leave a life of confusion and allow God to push us forward and be the individuals He has created us to be. If you just simply be and indulge more into what you do naturally, all other gifts both natural and spiritual you thought you weren't gifted with will be taught and added. Otherwise, you will pair with people in your company that will compliment you and enhance your weakness through them.
So I challenge you to ask God what is your gift and what is it that I do easily in which you can use God. The Lord will place it on your heart through fasting, prayer, and sitting down with a pen and pad writing directly to him.
God bless and love you my Sister
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